Reaching For The Stars

Same Mistakes

2012-02-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

Hey there :)

Sorry for not able to update recently.

I'm currently busy with school stuffs.

Gosh, how I wish I could stop the bloody time.

Anyway, hope that all of you are in great health and

enjoying every single moments, unlike myself here.

Stuck with the loads of unfinished business.

I really wanted to update the blog like everyday, but

time is ticking and now it's February already.

Just like that.

Time flies.

I'll try my best to update the blog tonight.

I've loads to tell you!

Haha, stay patient :p

Be back by tonight.

Gonna finish up some add math :)

Have a good day!

Loads of loveeeee!

Amyrah :)

Princess' Diaries

2012-01-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

I've been terribly busy these days.

sorry for not updating the blog, school and tuition are killing me!

So many works to be done.

What a senior year, I say

So many things to share, but I'm bloody sleepy.

Weekdays are horrifying ok.

Lack of sleep!

So since tomorrow is Saturday, I'm gonna sleep early.

I need my oh-so-called-beauty-sleep :P

Naaah, just joking.

I just miss my bed ^^ lol

Before I go, hmm..

Here's my belated birthday wishes to my favorite and awesome idols :)

11th January ;

Happy Belated Birthday, Dato' Siti Nurhaliza! :)

I love youuu so damn much xx

Heheh

She's been my idol for ...umm..10 years already :)

I love her songs and her fantastic voice.

Such a beauty.

She's gifted ya know. She's just perfect.

She does inspire me a lot.

Thank you, Siti :D

Have a great year xx

12th January

Hehe, new obsession? lol

Happy Belated Birthday , Zayn Malik (One Direction)

Stay awesome and I loveeee you :3

I don't call myself a Directioner yet, but I DO love ONE DIRECTION!

You guys should listen to One Direction and you will IMMEDIATELY fall in love with them.

Trust me.

I Heart One Direction.

That's all for today.

Time to sleep.

Very tired.

I'll be back again, tomorrow?

I'll try :)

Enjoy your weeeeekend and stay gorgeous!

Nik Amyrah Syarinie

peace ~

Gotta Be You

2012-01-01T11:52:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! :)

Goodbye 2011!

and

HELLO 2012!

I'm now OFFICIALLY one of the 2012's SPM Candidates!

I could feel the pressure already!

So, since I've to start busy hmm...studying? lol

I may not be able to online like always.

Perhaps only for the weekends.

Pray for me.

I'll try my best!

New dreams.

New Hopes.

New Drama.

New ME :)

2012, Please be nice.

I hope that you'll be a better and memorable year for me.

As 2012 is my SENIOR YEAR!

Wohoooo :P

May ALL your wishes come true.

Have a good lovely awesome year!

Stay calm

Everything will be OKAAAY!

I Love You

Seeya soon! :)

NIK AMYRAH SYARINIE :D

I Have Feelings Too

2011-12-29T20:31:00.001+08:00

There's nothing on earth out there that interest me, at all.

Well, life has been quite complicated lately.

I'm weak. Very weak.

So, when you dislike someone, everything they do annoy you more.

I don't want to care anymore. Cause' CARING HURTS. SO I SHALL STOP!

I don't bloody care.

I hate it.

I should be stronger, but life is tough.

I keep breaking.

I don't know what to do.

Every step I took seems... weird, wrong and WEAK!

Come on, myra!

Stay strong.

Stay calm.

Believe in yourself.

Dammit.

I need more time.

Bye.

Life Makes LOVE look HARD

2011-12-19T13:32:00.001+08:00

Hello lovers :')

Hope that everyone is enjoying their holidays ^^

Well. today is 19th Dec and I'm now 16 years old and 9 months -.-

Yipeee, going to be SEVENTEEN soon!

Not so happy about it.

Next year is my SENIOR year :P

Hmm...

Should I be happy about it?

I don't think so

Anyway.

Shall keep on thinking positively, and hope everything will be okay! :)

That's me. Optimistic.

Eventhough, life won't get easier, but we'll be STRONGER :D

Insya-Allah.

I've done NOTHING productive at all these days.

Mom is FURIOUS already and dad's too.

I keep waking up at 9 AM lately and that's quite late.

Mom would strangle me if I keep doing this.

Just that, I'm....kinda unmotivated okay -.-

As you know, I've change the song to OURS by TAYLOR SWIFT :D

Well , this song is very inspiring and uh-mazing!

Thank you, Taylor Swift for another awesome song xx

Her song is very addicting, right? :')

Talking about 'addicting'

It has been exactly 3 weeks I didn't drink TEA LATTE :l

Heheh, I really miss Coffee Bean's :3

I hope that I could go there this week!

#hope so

2012 is coming!

Time flies, aite?

No worries or Hakuna Matata!

Gotta go now!

Take care, loves

Stay gorgeous

and

Be yourself

Yours Truly,
Nik Amyrah Syarinie :D

"Life Makes Love Look Hard" - Taylor Swift :)

Miss Dreamy

2011-12-05T00:27:00.001+08:00

Hey there :)
Sorry to say, but I won't be updating the blog for a week.
I'll be leaving to somewhere-that-I-don't-really-wanna-go -.-
Seriously, the place that I'll be going, it rains like everyday.
Wish me luck so that I'll find some internet overage there :D

I hope I can live without my web-world , heheh
So guys, see ya next week!

Take care and enjoy!

Gonna miss ya
xx
Amyrah :)

I'm Afraid To Fall

2011-12-04T12:26:00.001+08:00

Hello there :')
Don't forget to visit and FOLLOW my TUMBLR, k?
http://mynameis-n.tumblr.com/

Have an awesome Sunday, loves!

xx
Amyrah :)

The One That Got Away

2011-12-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

Changed the blog song to The One That Got Away by Katy Perry :)
I really enjoy listening to this song.
Amazing, I say.

Another great song by Katy Perry! She's awesome :')
Hope you guys enjoy listening to it too.

Sincerely,
Amyrah :)

A Thousand Years

2011-12-01T23:25:00.001+08:00

Life is good actually.

I enjoy every moment that I have.

Cause' time is very precious, people :)

2011 is ending.

A new beginning for me next year.

2012 is my senior year.

I'll work harder.

I'll be more optimistic.

I'll be stronger than ever.

Since it will be my last year in high school, I will capture every moment there.

Whether a sad moment nor a happy one.

That's the life of a teenager.

Nobody's perfect, but NOTHING can stop you from being yourself, aite?

Believe me, I've been through a lot this year.

but hey, I'm still ALIVE.

I don't bloody care about my past anymore, I just wanna light up my present :D

I won't let ANYONE to ruin my SENIOR YEAR :)

heheh

just joking :)

I will try my best to enjoyyyy!

I don't wanna talk about my SPM next year.

I can feel the pressure~~~

I'm thinking about studying abroad.

Australia perhaps?

What do you think?

I'm not sure~~

It's kinda too far away from my home :l

but I need to learn to be independence rite?

Pray to God that I will make the RIGHT decision for myself!

I'll be back soon!

Stay awesome :)

Thank you for reading xD

Take care loves xx

Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

2011-12-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps :)

Yes, long time no see? haha

Been very busy lately, I'm truly sorry for not able to update the blog for a month!

Now I'm back online.

Happy December guys!

Wow, time flies~

November 2011 was great. I really enjoyed last month .

Just hoping that this month would be much better.

Well, to be healthier , I guess :P

I've stopped drinking ...carbonated drinks especially COKE.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to survive without it :P

I don't what happened to me, but I..kinda wasted my November doing nothing.

Mom is so furious about it. I really AM sorry.

Now, I'm motivated to NOT wasting my precious time.

I actually cleaned my messy bedroom! Like FINALLY!

It took me FOUR days to finish cleaning!

YEAH! I'm very proud of myself.

Mom is happy.

Dad is happy.

Everyone does.

Since my bedroom looks okay now.

Mom has promised me to buy new curtains , carpet and bed sheet :D

I'm a happy gal!

but I don't know how to choose and design my new curtain...

perhaps PINK!

I need MORE PINK in my room!

but mom knows the BEST!

I'll leave it to her :')

Tommy

2011-10-14T22:22:00.003+08:00

Dear readers,
Sorry for not able to update the blog lately.
I've been busy with my end-year exam.
Really stressing. Another 3 weeks left. Will update the blog soon :')

Kinda worried with the test especially for Additional Maths , Biology, Physics and Chemistry.
My English papers went quite well and Mod Maths too!
Thank God, I survived for now.. haha

Just pray for me and best of luck for all of you.
Will be back soon.
xx
Take care , loves :D

Nik Amyrah Syarinie :D

Slytherin Girl

2011-09-30T14:39:00.001+08:00

ATTENTION! :D

Guess what!
I'm now a SLYTHERIN , GRYFFINDOR , RAVENCLAW & HUFFLEPUFF! :P
Yup, I got 4 accounts of POTTERMORE!
Very proud that I'm a SLYTHERIN GIRL now!

ADD ME at POTTERMORE!

ScarletCauldron209 - SLYTHERIN
CentaurRose21 - GRYFFINDOR
PotionCastle65 - RAVENCLAW
FeatherPurple59 - HUFFLEPUFF

Busy learning the spells and brewing potions :D
Feeling very happy and blissful lately.
Thank you so very much, Pottermore!

All the Potterheads, keep it up!

Pottermore rules!

xx
Nik Amyrah Syarinie :D

I'm All Yours

2011-09-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, my sweetheart Thomas Andrew Felton

aka Draco Malfoy :B

God bless you.

I hope that you'll enjoy your 24th Birthdaaay :D

Stay sexy and awesome , Slytherin Prince :P

I HEART YOU!

I REALLY DO.

My day was perfect today.

Totally perfect. I can't stop smiling since morning!

Happy thoughts & Blissful moments.

Thank you., Tom :D

I've been spamming my Twitter with Tom's birthday wishes.

Can't stop. He makes me smile ^^

No one can mess my mood today.

Again, Happy Birthday Tom Felton!

I can't wait to see you making appearance in any upcoming movies.

All the best! and I'll support you no matter what.

I PROMISE.

Loves from Malaysia.

Nik Amyrah Syarinie

Been Here All Along

2011-09-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

I miss blogging :)
HEY GUYS! HOW ARE YAAA? ^^

Guess what, I've started to go for tuition with my dear friend, Naviin at Get A.
So far, so good. The teachers are awesome, like brilliant awesome! They're funny but strict at the same time.
Me like like!
I hope everything will go well. Final exam is coming soon!
*trying to forget about school stuffs for a while*

My Hari Raya went well. I really devastated to leave my hometown last week.
Kota Bharu - is like haven. Nothing can be compared with the surroundings of your hometown, right?
The good news is, I'm going back there again this November to celebrate (another Hari Raya) which Hari Raya Aidiladha :D
Eventhough, just for 5 days, it is absolutely worth it! :)

My beloved grandpa is feeling better, he just need to rest and relax, but he's so stubborn -.-
I love him so much and I really hope that he'll try to stay calm :)

School was...fine, I guess?
Still not in the mood to stay up late and study for the final exam.
The weather is so HOT HOT HOT lately.
I get tired,easily due to lack of water :P

Whoops!
It's already 1 AM!
school in 6 hours time!
Off to bed now!

Sleep well and sweet dream, my loves :)

xx
Nik Amyrah Syarinie

Dreamy

2011-09-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

He's wearing that awesome shirt!
I wish I've that tee :D
Tom Felton... he's so charming! ^^
Anyway, his birthday is coming :')

lovin' you!

xx
Nik Amyrah Syarinie :P

Blessed

2011-08-27T21:40:00.003+08:00

I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow :)

Very excited and I'm trying to cool down xD This is so overwhelmed!

Perhaps, I won't have time to be updating the bloggie when I'm in Kota Bharu,

so SELAMAT HARI RAYA , MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :D

Be safe on the road guys! I'm taking a flight tmrw ;)

Drive safe and stay calm! :P

Gonna miss you all!

Happy holidays!

Enjoy and have a great time with Family, kay?

Take care -xx

Nik Amyrah Syarinie :)

Not Gonna Fall Again

2011-08-05T23:39:00.004+08:00

Hello guys :)

How are ya?

Sorry for not updating the blog lately, I just finished with my August Test .__.

Only God knows how torturing the exams are. Very creepy -.-'

Alhamdulillah, it went well except for my Add Maths and Chemistry.

I didn't study much for this two papers :/

My fault, I admit it.

I'm a bit lazy this year, mom said this is all because... most of my friends are not here, so I lost hope and confident. Yeah, she's right though.

Anyway, it's the 5th day of Ramadhan already. Time flies, right.

Wohoooo~~

Syawal ( Hari Raya) is comin' and I can't wait for it.

So, I'm gonna fill my weekend with shopping activities for Hari Raya :)

I need find shoes and loads more.

wow, it's almost midnight already :(

Need to wake up at 4AM to bersahur :)

Sleep well and sweet dreams readers ;)

Have an awesome weekend!

Love ya loads :P

Will be updated more later :)

Goodnight!

-xo

Nik Amyrah Syarinie ^^

Taken

2011-07-29T19:29:00.003+08:00

This guy over here is Tom Felton

My mind is filled with his flawless and cheerful acts ;)

Just look at his gorgeous hair and bright smile!

Only this dude, keeps me going ;D

He's so sincere and funny too!

Love ya, Tom Felton!

Stay awesome!

Sincerely,

Nik Amyrah Syarinie :)

Unforgivable

2011-07-26T15:12:00.005+08:00

I just finished reading someone's messages.

I don't know how I managed to open those messages but it was worth it.

I read through all of it. My heart tears apart. Ugh.

It was frustrating. Why now? Why not before? earlier?

Sigh*

Since November 2010? Last year? They cheated since last year?

I thought it happened this year. 2011.

So... they backstabbed me since last year. November 2010.

Wow. Great to know. Very awesome indeed.

Now I know. They lied. They cheated.

I thought that I could start to forgive them but looks like their sins are unforgivable.

Tomorrow, I'll shall be prepared to face them.

I know where I stand. I know what I'm doing. The right thing.

I should do this earlier, but it's alright. Tomorrow is perfect.

All the best.

Take care ;)

-xoxo

Nik Amyrah Syarinie :)

Stop Breaking My Heart

2011-07-22T21:04:00.003+08:00

I'll be leaving to Singapore tomorrow for my short break ;)

A bit stress lately so I decided to go and have fun at Universal Studio this weekend :DD

Gonna stay at Hard Rock Hotel! So excited! Can't wait :)

Wish me luck cause' I'm gonna ride the extreme roller coaster! ^^

I'll scream out loud to release all the stress and pain inside me...

and of course, I'LL SHOP TILL I DROP too!

Wohoooo! :P

Gotta go now!

Gonna continue packing and i miss you so much bloggie!

-xoxo

Amyrah :D

Stop Playing with my Heart

2011-07-17T12:41:00.003+08:00

Another tiring weekend.

I went to Ipoh yesterday and I've a lot to blog about!

but.. I'm not feeling like blogging yet :)

Headache as usual.

I'll be back soon!

Bubble Bubble Bubble Pop Pop

2011-07-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey :)

How are ya?

Miss me? LOL

I'm fine and feeling much better than before.

Everything went well lately. Alhamdulillah.

Got new pink headphone from dad xD hihi

The old one was umm... ya' know, broken into pieces? Forget about that! ><'

I've been fasting for the past few days, and I've only 2 days left to 'ganti' puasa :P

Awesome! ^^

Last Monday, was the weirdest day ever.

Naviin & Firdaus are such bad bullies .__.

Like seriously, using fake cockroach is beyond terrible and disgusting okay -.-'

Ugh.

I screamed out loud in the bio lab when I found out there was a 'cockroach' on my shoulder.

Very embarrassing. Very.

Dear readers, don't do this to any girl or human. This is terribly serious and disrespectful.

Please and thank you.

For those who did this, don't be so heartless okay :)

Well, tomorrow is the open day for all twelveans except meeee! :D

My parents are so busy lately so they couldn't make it tomorrow.

So lucky right! Haha

All the best twelveans :)

Be strong! ^^

Gotta go now.

Take care and stay gorgeous!

Be patient in any situation that you're facing right now.

Everything will be okay as long as you BELIEVE in yourselves :D

-xoxo

Nik Amyrah Syarinie :)

Faith and Trust

2011-06-30T22:34:00.003+08:00

Will be absent from school for 2 days :)

Not feeling like going to school for some reasons and I'm not feeling so great lately.

Need to rest, as usual. I've been fasting for 5 days :)

Ramadhan is coming and I really can't wait!

Somehow, I am now addicted with books. I read a lot of books lately,

it's really fun and relaxing. Good for my health too :)

Weiqi , Shernesse and Carmen have been truly good friends!

So glad that I still have them to rely on in class :P

I've 6 more days left to fasting, so all the best!

Anyway, my beloved grandparents just arrived from Kota Bharu!

How I miss them!

I think they gonna stay here for a month! yeah!

They look so healthy and cheerful! May Allah bless them always!

I've been playing with my baby cousin for weeks...

Baby Amsyar looks so damn cute and adorable~

He is now 2 months and 4 days if I'm not mistaken :)

So glad to have all my family here. I am nothing without them.

Oh dear, time flies!

Tomorrow will be July already!!

I have a lot of #julywishes :

- I wanna be healthier and stronger for the sake of my studies :)

- Gonna read more books!

- No more coke and oily stuffs :P

- gonna keep my bedroom cleaner and tidier

- I'll try my best to move on in this horrible form 4's lifestyle =.=

oh yeah! My mom's birthday is coming!

Gonna discuss with dad about this.

I need to buy something amazing for mom. She's like my best friend.

She always there for me no matter what. I'm lucky to have the best mom ever.

I love her so much!Will make the best birthday ever for her!

Wish me luck! :D

Off to bed now!

Goodnight sweethearts :)

Sleep well and stay fabulous!

-xoxo

Amyrah :D

Starlight

2011-06-26T22:04:00.004+08:00

Last week ( 20th-26th June) was the best week ever!

Okay, I lied.

It was the worst horrible terrible hideous awful dreadful week ever in my life.

I hate it.

I really mean it.

Luckily there was my best bud's birthday :)

24th June - Happy Birthday Hanna!

If not, I won't be alive to blog right now. I'm not joking.

I don't know how to explain, but it was terrible for me.

Horrific okay.

Fortunately, I managed to overcome those dreadful memories :)

Alhamdulillah! :D

Trust me, I let it go and forget about it just in one day.

One day. I repeat, one day :P

Those things aren't worth my tears, so why should I be sad about it? :D

I think positive and sometimes, those things aren't meant to be in your life,

why must you still keeping them anyway?

Let them go, if that what they hunger for.

I know that they're smiling seeing me falling down. but I just let them be :)

Don't bother about it. Stay gorgeous :P

and just walk away right?

Thanks to Allah, I still have my beloved family by my side.

Whenever the world seems to be against you, your family is the only place that makes you keep on believing :)

I trust them all by my heart. and I will always be.

Teenage life could be very frightful and dramatic, but just look at the bright side, you won't be 16 forever!

Just live with it and be yourself. Insya-Allah, everything will be okay in the end :)

That's all for now.

Need to get enough sleep so that I could prepare myself better for tomorrow.

I have to face them somehow, so sleep well readers :D

Goodnight and stay fabulous!

-xoxo

Amyrah :D

Second Chance? No way!

2011-06-19T09:21:00.003+08:00

Busy weekend :(

Sorry I couldn't update ~

School started so yeah,

Before I go, there's one thing I wanna share with ya, I just resigned from being a librarian~

and now I'm just another normal and ordinary student :)

Feels great! :D

Have a good day yaw!

Amyrah :)

Everything Seems So Hard When You're Gone

2011-06-11T11:37:00.003+08:00

Hey :) How are ya?

Guess what?

Just one more day left for my freedom and I'll be back to schoool :)

I kinda dislike school cause' I lost a lot friends there.

They surrendered. They just don't want to continue their journey with me.

It's their decision, not mine.

Maybe it's all my fault. I don't know... maybe it's just normal?

I just can't keep on pretending like everything is okay but I'll keep on faking a smile.

It will be easier when nobody knows your real heartaches...

I went to Padang 12 yesterday to meet my girls and my 'brother' was there too :)

He looks different, I mean in a good way! Haha, yeah, he's getting hotter somehow!

not just me, but my girlfriends also agreed *wink*

Unfortunately, he's going back to his boarding school again tomorrow.

I'll miss him :( and of course I'll miss my dear Aynaa and Edora :D

They will be back again, soon I hope so...

Without them, there's a huge empty space in my broken heart.

I miss everything.

I wish I could turn back the time...

Everything seems to be harder that I expected.

I don't know whether I can move on without my beloved bestfriends by my side.

Insya-Allah, I'll try to be stronger.

I'm sure a better tomorrow awaits me.

Pray for me guys ♥‿♥

Thank you for those who keep on visiting my dear blog.

May God bless you!

-xoxo

Amyra :D

I Miss Everything

2011-06-08T20:59:00.004+08:00

I've so many bad news lately.

One of them is that my grandpa is sick and I couldn't go back to my hometown

because school gonna start in 4 days!!!

How awesome is that?

Dislike school so much :/

I feel guilty on so many things but luckily I have my parents and my 2 lil sis by my side.

And of course, my beloved friends

I really appreciate it , ~~unlike someone~~

And for those who read this, you guys rock! :D

Haha, thank you!

Stay fabulous! :)

-xoxo

Amyra :D

Have A Heart Will Ya

2011-06-08T20:55:00.001+08:00

Is it so hard for you to be nice?

Is it too hard for you to actually have a heart?

I have enough of your ridiculously selfish self.

May Allah bless you.

-xoxo

Amyra :)

Shooting Star

2011-06-06T16:33:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep well last night. It was 2 am, and I was still wide awake~

I sensed that something is not right~

After a while, I fell asleep... (finally)

I woke up late today, about 10 am then I found out that my beloved grandfather is sick T.T

My eyes are filled with tears, but I hold it all inside~

I feel weak.

My grandfather is everything to me.

Knowing that he's not feeling so well and has high-blood pressure kills me.

Ya Allah, please bless him~

I wish I could be there right now...

Grandpa, please be strong and I hope you'll get well soon.

-xoxo

Amyra :)

Ourselves.

2011-06-05T11:59:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday already!

I've less than a week to enjoy my holidays!

Ahhhh!

Time flies right?

Maybe some of you kinda confused about my situation right now :)

but seriously, I'm enjoying everything! :P

I'm in a great condition and no one is able destroy it!

Busy Sunday as usual~

My mom is not feeling well and dad is working late :/

Need to take care of my family cause' I'm the eldest one :)

Kinda jealous with my friends since they're on better vacation than mine! :D

Will update more soooon! :)

Guys, take care and have fun!

-xoxo

Amyra ;)

Not that him, It's HIM

2011-06-05T11:48:00.003+08:00

There's a bit of misunderstanding here.

I've other stuffs too in my life. So maybe my posts are not just about them. :)

Sorry for the confusion, loves :)

xoxo

Amyra :D

No One Can Promise Forever

2011-06-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

Somehow, they will never understand.

They're drowning in the sea of selfishness.

I will use the term 'they' here, it doesn't define anything actually and it would be easier ;)

They're so mean, selfish, monster, arrogant, jerk, loser and ungrateful humans!

Are they even humans?

Oh yeah, I forgot something, they're also HEARTLESS.

I don't know what's wrong with them. but I understand that nobody's perfect.

~~I hope he and her,~~

opps! sorry! haha, I shouldn't write that.

I hope they will get a life and leave me alone.

No need to crave any promises cause' no one can promise forever.

Who knows right?

I thought they will always be by my side. but I was wrong. Terribly wrong.

I regretted for trusting them.

Plus, I'm not ready to forgive them. I know I will but not now.

I don't know when cause' the pain is still hurting me.

It kills me much more cause' the flashbacks keep on following me.

The pain is beyond I expected.

but what they did is a crime. A crime that is very wicked.

or as I imagined, they're the 'murderers'.

It sounds funny xD

*trying to be serious again*

Anyway, people these days.

So always remind yourself to be careful with those around you.

Most of them are wearing masks.

They hide their truly undesirable selves within them.

or should I say, fake! :)

haha

Be smart. Be positive. Be Stronger.

I learnt from the 'crime' they did towards me.

I was the victim and never will be again.

I only trust myself.

and of course, Allah will always be there to guide me.

Take care , people

-xoxo

Amyra :D

I'm Trying to Hate You, So Let Me.

2011-06-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hey! :)

How are ya' feeling?

Having a great holidays so far?

Mine is okay? I guess?

Today, I went to KLCC to buy the BIG BANG SHOW's shirt! Luckily I managed to get one for myself!

sigh* It was tiring since it's weeeekend~ .__.

After that, I went to Sunway for another shopping trip :D

It was awesome seemed my parents were in a good good mood! bought some clothes~

Such a shopaholic day! :) I'm so lovin' it!

Anyway,I was finding for a new pair of high-heels for Hari Raya,

unfortunately, there was NO SHOES that amazed me :/

Kinda disappointed~

Need to find it as sooon as possible!

Raya is coming in 2 months!

Can't waaaait!

Until here ~

An 'emotional' post is coming :/

Not feeling so great lately, and SHOPPING couldn't cure it too!

This is critical -.-'

xoxo

Amyra :)

Too Many Lies

2011-06-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, I'm recovering from my fever :)

So now, I can go back blogging.

Wow, there's so much to share :P

As you all know, my mid-year exam is over and now I'm holiday-ing!

but the fever kinda ruined my mood -.-

The best part is all my sweethearts are now back for a whole from their boarding schools :)

How I miss them all. I just wish I could hangout with them as soon as possible :P

Aynaa, Oppa, Edora , Ikha and the others~

I feel so lonely without them :)

Aynaa and Edora are safe and sound at their homes now, but how about oppa?

Trying to keep in touch with him but my phone... my phone! It's broken into pieces~

Feels like crying ya' know T.T

but it's okay...

Anyway, I hope I could plan the gatherings with the others a.s.a.p -.-

The clock is ticking, and we haven't decided anything about the gathering~

I miss them so much. No words can't describe that.

Gonna update more soon :)

I've a lot to blog about :P

Signing out~

Amyra_19

You Make Me Sick

2011-05-31T20:48:00.002+08:00

Not feeling so well lately :)

Will be back as soon as I recover from this flu :P

I miss blogging~

Haha,

Happy Hols :D

Amyra_19

I Like You

2011-05-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

Exam's getting nearer!

Can't update the blog much till the exam's over!

see ya as soon as the exam ended on 25th May!

I can't wait for freeeeeeeeeeedom!

Pray for me & hope that I'll survive somehow ;)

Gonna miss ya' , bloggie :(

I'll be back soooon!

I love you!

Amyra_N

Hoping For The Best

2011-05-03T20:43:00.001+08:00

okay okay -.-'

I WON'T GIVE UP!

I'll wait till the exam's over and I'll see the condition whether it's worth to wait or not.

Sincerely,

Amyra_N

Annoyed.

2011-05-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

I just finished doing my 'Sudut Nilam' thing -.-' I hope that my class monitor will like it, cause' I'm not that kinda artistic person ;) What you see is what you get :P

Anyway, 3 day of holidays are OVER! Tomorrow, I'll be back to my MISERABLE school life.

I'm counting days for the next holidays!!! I wish I could skip mid-year exam .__.

People keep on asking 'How are ya' or 'Are you okay?'

Do I look fine? Of course, I'm perfectly fine...NOT! joking, I'm fine :')

I just miss Aynaa and my oppa ~

So tomorrow, I'll totally be a different person. I'm gonna be more motivated and of course, Cheerful :)

Insya-Allah.

As you all know, Osama bin Laden is dead. So people, please respect his death. Yes, I know that he was a terrorist but he was also a human like us too. Stop making fun of his death. Just pray for a better future.

I hope that there's no war in this world.

We could all be together, happily and peacefully :)

My heart is aching but what else could I do? I couldn't runaway cause' whenever I go, both of them would be there and annoy me .__. I wanna puke. Like seriously.

I know that you guys are happy now, but please I had enough :P

Get some privacy okay?

People these days -.-'

All the best!

Bye!

Amyra :D

Give Me Some Time

2011-05-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

Everyone's merajuk-ing -.-'

Can life be less complicated? I wish I could be a child again. No problems, just have fun.

I just don't wanna grow up. Growing up hurts a lot. People changed and nothing will remain the same.

Mid-year examination is coming~ the clock is ticking~ the pressure!!

Just now, I sms-ed with my oppa (brother), he's doing great somehow, imisshimsomuch..

He's like the only guy-friend that I can share my feelings with... I wish he could stay :/

but he promised that after the mid-term, we'll gonna hangout together :')

I'll wait for that ^^

Anyway, most of my friends are kinda disappointed with me since I gave up on someone. Again, I'm so seriously sorry! I barely knew him, so it's kinda awkward! I gave up cause' I'm scared to get hurt again.

Please and Please understand my intention. I just feel that I'm not good enough and it's not the right time, yet :)

oh dear, why must Zac Efron be soooo cuteee~

Whops! It's 1 a.m already!

off to bed now!

Sweeeet dream!

Amyra_N

Who's Next?

2011-04-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

Looks like everyone is falling in love with Prince Harry (including me, actually) :P

Okay, he's kinda cute and amazingly funny :D

Remember about my last post? I said that I'm giving up on someone, yes.. I gave up :) but

somehow.. Naviin is kinda mad at me .__.

I'm so sorry NAVIIN! Seriously, I AM. I don't want to disappoint you, it's just that I think don't want like him anymore -_-

I'm tired of chasing people. I need a break from this. Sometimes, I think I care too much and I've to stop it.

Anyway, my oppa is back :) I wish I could meet him somehow, imisshimsoprettymuch!

Oppa :(

Ops, it's midnight already ;)

Goodbye April, Hello May!

My MAY wishes are, I want to pass all my exams! Plus, I hope my 'prince' would come and save me from this horrible reality! Like seriously, I hope MAY will be better :')

Off to bed now!

Goodnight sweeeethearts!

Amyra_N

No regrets, Just keep believing

2011-04-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry. but I seriously wanna give up on you. I'm so sorry.

My confession that day was a big mistake. I shouldn't confess. It's not that I don't like waiting, but I just think it was a wrong step for me. I like you but I don't think it was right.

I'll erase this feeling and I will go on without you.

I feel bad for someone. She's my friend too and in my life, I just don't want to hurt anyone.

I'm so sorry, but you're not my Superman anymore and I know in my future, you won't be there.

Someday, my real 'prince' will come and fall in love with me. I know my decision is right this time. Insya-Allah.

A Real Life Fairytale

2011-04-29T21:07:00.003+08:00

William & Kate

A Real Life Fairytale :)

29th April 2011, they're married!

I cried after they KISSED!

It's totally like another Cinderella story :)

May God bless both of them ;)

They're so perfect together!

Kate is born to be a princess and she's lucky to have Prince William as her beloved hubby :D

As for me, I will find my prince too, someday soon ;)

I won't expect much, just hope :')

signing out*

Amyra_N

Who's The Real Superman?

2011-04-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

I'm not supposed to have this kind of mixed feelings :/

I'm not saying that I'm regret or whatever, it's just... I'm confused with my own heart.

I don't want to feel like this anymore. It sucks!

Just now, I was kinda looking back into the past? I hate those flashback and I need to stop.

I realized it's just a waste of my time to look back. I have to move.

So now, I'm moving on , and gonna start something new? :)

I'm not running away from the past, it hurts okay. So , now I AM positively decided there's nothing left in my past and I'm sure there's millions of new adventure awaits me in the future.

I hope that I have made the right decision. I don't want to be stuck in the middle of nowhere.

Gonna be more optimistic.

Gonna keep on smiling and bring down all the pretenders!

Keep on fighting!

Amyra_N

Just Like You

2011-04-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

'Great' news, mid-year examination is coming less than 2 weeks!

Awesome-ness?

I'm gonna fail Chemistry and Physics again :/

I couldn't catch up with these subjects. Too many equations! :P

All I need now are motivation and support.

Please, for those who actually cares out there, I need youuuu!

I've been sick for 3 days, my head keeps on aching... sigh*

Life is so complicated but yet exciting :)

I need to keep on fighting and NEVER SAY NEVER!

As usual, another busy Sunday with a lot of house chores to do... -_-

I've so many stuffs to blog about, I think I'll post it tonight~

Gotta go*

Amyra_N :)

You Said FOREVER, how about NOW?

2011-04-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

Listen to this song. It's so awesome :)

99.9% related to me a lot , lately :P

Enjoy your weekend!

signing out*

Amyra_N

CHANGED

2011-04-16T18:21:00.002+08:00

So much has changed. Things happened unexpectedly. Promises are broken. Heart is crushed.

There's nothing left for me. They left. and You're gone.

My heart is breaking apart as I heard that other people went out celebrating their birthdays with SURPRISE PARTIES and of course a lot of PRESENTS. I realised , WHO AM I?

Why must I be so unimportant in people's lives? THEY forgot my birthdays and I felt so unappreciated.

No parties. No presents. NOTHING AT ALL.

As I remembered, before this, they USED to organize 'surprise' parties but well, of course NOT for me.

I feel so abandoned. Left out. Alone.

I'm not blaming anyone for this but if you 'terasa' , suka hati lah :)

I'm writing on behalf of myself. I had enough.

I couldn't take it anymore. Maybe I just care too much about YOU PEOPLE!

Seriously, birthdays are REALLY important for me. I 'kecil hati' okay :/

I celebrated my SWEET SIXTEEN just with my lovely family.

Just them. I shouldn't expect much from you guys. I should NOT. I kinda disappointed.

This is a selfish world. Very selfish.

Signing out*

Amyra_N :)

Just Another Picture To BURN

2011-04-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

Today was AWESOME! Yes, the very first-time I said awesome in 2011 :P

I was blushing the whole day at school and people noticed it .__. haha , thanks for those who made my day today. Though he didn't notice that lately I'm happy because it's all about him ♥

People keep on saying 'don't expect much,myra' :) I understand but ACTUALLY I don't expect much from him and I KNOW that it will take ages for him to be mine, but I'm gonna wait and my heart is ready to hold on. This guy manages to make my smile and be MORE motivated to go to school. Yes. I'm being optimistic. I won't care much about someone else liking him too because he IS amazing :)

This is me. I won't change because of someone dislikes any part of myself. I don't give a damn anymore. I learnt from the past. Caring hurts. So why should I care anymore? (but for those who actually cares about me, I still care for them)

Some people are just being SELFISH. They don't appreciated what you did to them. All they know is to see your mistakes and make you feel like a dumb dumb.

Just Don't care about what they said or gonna say, be true to yourself. Life is short so just enjoy your life with YOU in it.

Anyway, there's also people around us who wears mask to cover their 'darkness'. They seem nice in the outside but deep in side of him/her, lies a vengeful heart. Be careful when judging people. You'll be surprised later.

Gonna sleep early~

Goodnight readers ♥

Amyra_N

You're my love song

2011-04-14T20:50:00.003+08:00

I saw you standing there, and I'm still waiting for you to say 'Hi' :)

Lot of people know that I'm falling for you~ but do you know about it or you're just gonna ignore it?

Things just happen, and all of the sudden, I'm starting to like you .__.

Every time, I keep wondering, what do you actually think when you hear my name or see me? :D

Oh boy, please save me and be my superman. Take me away from all this pain. I need you and I want you~

*started to sing LOVE SONG by BIG BANG*

Haha, since I'm falling for you, I went to school with a smile painted on my face , not a fake one cause' I'll be seeing you again later. You made me fell hard, boy~ You make me forgets all the sorrow and the pain~

Though I know that it will take ages for you to be mine, but my heart is ready to hold on and wait.

I hope you're worth it, please don't leave. please see me with all by your sweet heart :D

Besides, I think I'm gonna lose another best friend of mine. He's my friend since we were in primary school.

but we're growing up. Everyone has their own things to focus on. Life just making our friendship breaking into millions of pieces. I thought he could 'replace' Oppa... I hope Hariz's here right now. I miss oppa..

I miss all of his funny jokes. If oppa is still here, I'm sure he wouldn't do the same, he'll stay by my side

(Insya-Allah)

Sigh*

Life is getting harder.

People changed.

Selfish, I guess.

Only God knows... ^^

(I couldn't stop loving you)

Signing out.

Amyra_N

Nobody can Stop me Now

2011-04-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

I saw him today. I want to talk to him but I'm scared. He looks soooo cuteeee~

Wishing that he could just say 'Hi' to me. That's far enough. blushing*

Somehow, he looked kinda sad and depressed today. In my mind, I'm just gonna ask him 'Are you okay?'

I WISH! HAHA!

But this time, I won't give up. Dear heart, please hold on! I think...he may be the ONE.

He's different and nice. okay okay, that's too much :)

Anyway, school as usual was fine, I guess? Homework are pilling up. I'm not feeling so well and in my head there's only him. Look at the bright side, everytime I think about him, I'll smile and feeling happier. Good for me though.

The bad news is, Naviin won't be at school tomorrow, he and the other prefects are going for KDU something. Gonna be lonely :/

Off doing homework now.

Seeya soon readers :D

Amyra_N

Promise me that you won't leave

2011-04-12T20:01:00.003+08:00

He's so cute like my G-Dragon :) I shall call him that. His eyes are always sparkling and his voice is tough,

plus he's FUNNY too :D I hope I get the chance to know him better. Who knows , right?

Crushing on a guy that doesn't notice you at all is kinda hard but I'll try my best...

Anyway, school was cool today. I had fun, though I heard something that kills me. Don't judge me, if you don't know me. You're so pathetic, judging people from their looks , we are who we are, fat, skinny, fair, black or so on, this is so unacceptable if you keep on judging people like that. Luckily, I know that you're being mean because of your past. but please, don't push people away because of your selfishness :) I'm being nice to forgive all of your weaknesses because nobody's perfect. I know that I'm not perfect, not tall and skinny enough. but who's perfect in every way? I could accept all of these, if you're a girl, but the truth is you're a DUDE.

I don't know what else to say, may you find your way, dude :)

Signing out, I'm not feeling so well ^^

Amyra_N :D

Don't Say You're Sorry

2011-04-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

That's me (wearing blue vest) and Erin ^^

This picture was taken yesterday during the Hari Anugerah. Alhamdulillah, it went well though my heart was crushed and beaten up by someone. Sigh* Life, right :)

You just couldn't get a day without any pain. My dad was there too though he's busy lately but he still he got time for me. We went home early and straight away went to Coffee Bean's for breakfast. I told my dad everything about what I've been through at school and he responded everything quite well. Thank you, dad! ^^

Thanks to Allah, for everything. I'm thankful for what I have. Anugerah Emas was unexpected, though it seems little but it's far enough for me. I'm gonna work harder and Insya-Allah, I'll succeed in the future. Aminn..

Gonna watch watch Marimar at TV3 :D

Good day , loves

Amyra_N

Stop Pretending

2011-04-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Stop pretending. Stop saying sorry if you don't mean it at all. It hurts to know that you care about someone but they just wouldn't do the same. Regretting for caring too much about you while you just keep on avoiding and didn't say Hi or even smile at me. How kind. My heart is broken apart. My heart just couldn't hold on to NOTHING. Pointless right?

I don't know what to do anymore. Every night, I wish and I hope for a day not thinking about you even once.

Did I do something or say something wrong? What actually happened? Did I change? Is it ALL my FAULT? What? How and When? Things just happened and we stopped... For sure, I don't blame you or even myself, maybe it's just the life. Easy come, Easy go.

I'm sure that the time will heal all the pain. Maybe I just care too much about you and I SHOULD stop.

What else could I say? You're GONE. You actually gone and now there's an empty space in my heart that I should fill it with something worth all the struggles. Only God knows. God has written everything and I'm sure that what happened lately are all the best for me. Insya-Allah. I'll be a better person and I'm gonna take YOU as an mistake that shouldn't be repeated. No one knows what the future holds. I'll keep on moving and I know that you're better WITHOUT me in your life because you just FOUND someone BETTER...

Signing out ...

Amyra_N

Come come come come to me~

2011-04-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

School kinda sucks lately. I feel so unmotivated. Went to bed with tears.

I cried to sleep. Being so pessimistic. Realizing that I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.

Should I turn right when nothing's right there, should I turn left where's nothing's left.

I'm in the worst position in my whole life. The people around couldn't notice the pain that I hide by just putting a fake smile. Amazing , right?

Twitter is trending about the #liespeopletell

The top ten lies people tell :)

1. I love you

2. I'm sorry

3. I'll be there for ya'

4. You're my forever

5. I miss you

6. I'm your friend (but actually they're just your backstabber)

7. I need you

8. I've your back

9. I hate you

10. I... I'll forget you

There's so many lies that people used just for their own personal reasons. Selfish people!

Anyway, I've Hari Anugerah to attend tomorrow. I'm not feeling so great lately,

I might fall or do something stupid tomorrow. Pray so that I won't do anything that will destroy my reputation.

I've to be there earlier since I'm one of the 'penerima anugerah'. My dad gonna come a bit late :/

Seriously, I don't feel like going tomorrow, I'm forcing myself .___.

All the best!

Amyra_N :D

Heart to Heart to Heart Talk

2011-04-08T21:09:00.002+08:00

A lot of things happened lately, my feelings are unstable xD

Just joking, I'm a strong girl, you know :)

I don't know, but everything happens for a reason.

All I need right now, is my beloved friends, not FAKE friends.

I need someone to share this pain.

I need someone to be there for me.

I need someone who I can count on.

Life always being unfair to me.

I need to get back my strength and the smile.

I'm tired of faking smiles and forcing laughters. When will I get back the long-lasting happiness?

Having a crush on someone who doesn't notice you at all is hard.

Only God knows how difficult it is to be me and holding on to NOTHING.

I'm losing faith. I don't know how to find the way back home. I'm lost in the middle of nowhere.

A friend that I need the most is disappearing. He's not here.

He's so far away now. I miss him. I miss talking to him.

All the jokes he made that always work to make me laugh. I feel empty without him.

Oppa, I miss you. I hope that you're fine.

I also have another good friend. He's so near to me but not near enough in my heart. I thought he was my best friend. but he keeps on disappoint me. I need him now. He couldn't sense that I'm lost. So frustrating right?

I don't know what happened, I act like I don't care, but deep in my heart, only God knows.

It hurts to have my life. So empty. but luckily I've my family.

but friends is different.

Signing out with tears*

Amyra_N

Erasing You

2011-04-05T20:07:00.003+08:00

Am I still your friend?

but I don't think that you're my friend anymore.

I care for you two, but then you hidden something from me. Something that I need to know from you guys not from the others.

Seriously, I'm not MAD if you both ARE really together.

If you want to get married now or tomorrow, just go already.

but the problem here is, you're not acting like you're my friend. You crushed me. We don't talk for months and it's killing me as a friend.

All I want is , you to be there like other friends do.

Normal , okay?

I may have a lot of friends but you're different, you know me very well.

but I was WRONG.

I don't know you anymore.

You're changing.

You're becoming an enemy, not a friend.

I won't cry for you because I know that you CAN live without me.

and I'm sure that I can too.

I feel weird, seeing you there and NOT talking to me. AVOIDING me.

Keep on doing it, cause you just LOST a friend.

I've million of stories to be shared with you what what-the-hell, YOU DON'T CARE :)

I'm sorry but starting from this moment , I won't be your friend anymore.

May Allah bless you relationship.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

I hope you enjoy your life knowing that I won't be there for you anymore.

I'm gonna change to a stronger Amyra_N :)

All the best :D

Signing out*

Amyra_N :)

Time can heal a broken heart, but time also can break a waiting heart.

2011-04-02T12:56:00.004+08:00

your heart and soul are so cold.

In your thoughts, people around you are pathetic except yourself.

Breaking promises is your interest and nothing else is matter but just your freaking self.

Wow, how selfish. Are you even a human?

Seriously, you're messing with the wrong girl. You may know me pretty well, but think again :P

I'm not as mean as you are but when someone messed with me. He/She is so gonna get it!

That's how we live, protect and defense yourself when something turns out bad.

AHHH! You're ruining my week of relaxing!

I've never been so mad like this before. I'm tired of being backstabbed by you people. Gimme a break. PLEASE.

I know, I'm not the only who's hurting. Everyone does.

This is life, right? Complicated. Hard. Weird. Exciting.

People change, Just please change for the better.

Nobody's perfect, including me. and YOU too.

Life may seems so hard but just believe in everything you should.

Being selfish is not cool. You won't find LOVE. Trust me.

All the best.

Amyra_N signing out :)

Easy Come, Easy Go

2011-03-30T18:36:00.004+08:00

Like I said, I'm back :)

hello there! I'm back because I want to :P

Anyway, Happy 2011!

I've promised for more 'exclusive' posts.

Shall we begin?

My 2011 started not so well. Most of my friends left for boarding school.

It's okay, whenever they go, they'll be always in my heart.

My oppa also went to boarding school in Pahang, quite far :/

but he always text me, so I'm fine with it.

Now, I'm in form 4 -.-'

I hate it. No comments.

Just celebrated my sweet sixteen alone without friends.

I was kinda disappointed.

I expected more from them but well, nobody's perfect. This is life.

I had enough of nonsenses lately. It hurts, like always.

Being backstabbed , but here I am. Still alive.

Sorry to disappoint YOU!

Listen, FOUR of YOU!

I'm not gonna sit here and act like nothing happened.

It's my TURN for REVENGE.

I'm sorry, but this time, you're SO gonna PAY for the PAIN!

You MAY know me as an innocent girl, but you DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!
Well, EASY COME, EASY GO :)

BE PREPARE FOUR YOU!

You hurt me so much!

Seriously, why must you be so MEAN!

I did nothing wrong to you, but why must you do this to me?

It's so unfair. Seriously...

That's all for now :)

Bye loves

Amyra_N is back!

I'm back

2011-03-29T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hey there, I'm back :)

I'm back with more weird, exciting and frustrating stories ...

I was being 'slap' with bad news a lot lately, so I'll post about it later :)

Right now , I'm not feeling so well. My heart is broken and back stabbed again :)

I'll see you guys soon :D

xoxo-

Amyra_N

2011-03-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I CONTINUE WRITING AND EXPRESSING MYSELF HERE AGAIN? :)

SHOULD I BE BACK? :)

LOL, we'll find out soon ;)

BREAKING FREE

2011-01-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

I won't be here anymore ;)

I'm moving on to Tumblr already ^^

Find me at http://mynameis-n.tumblr.com/

Do visit my Tumblr and don't forget to follow me :D

Good day :)

Amyra ^^

My Name is N

2010-12-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

Anything can happens in a blink of an eye.

Throughout the journey, you'll have the feeling of giving up on something :)

Yes, I'm in that situation.

I'm lost and torn apart.

My mind suddenly blank and I just don't know what my next step.

All I know is, my guardian angel has lost his guidance for me.

The proof is, I'm holding on something that I'm not sure whether it is forever or temporary.

I'm losing the faith.

My heart just completely controlling me.

That's not good at all, your mind should control yourself!

We can listen to the heart,

but decide something using your mind.

Life can make us go crazy :)

I learned that we need to move on no matter what ;)

Don't ever look back at those freaking past :D

haha

nites

loves,

N :)

THANK YOU ALLAH

2010-12-24T09:36:00.003+08:00

BLOGIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Guess what!

I got it!!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah I got 8A's for PMR!!!!

I just can't believe it, all my hardworks... worth it!

Thank you Allah :)

This year has been a very emotional year for me ;

I cried before PMR,

I cried during PMR,

I cried after PMR,

I cried before the results,

I cried after the results!

haha, yeah and now I'm running out of tears :P

Thank you also for those people who has been guiding me, helping and make me stronger for this :D

I really appreciated everything.

Thank you.

LOVING YOU IS LIKE BREATHING, HOW CAN I STOP? :)

Amyra ;)

Loner

2010-12-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey ;)

guess what, I went shopping today! (like FINALLY!)

haha

I bought a cuteeeeeeeee jacket and fabulous pajamas :)

yup yup, such a shopping spree, perhaps?

Anyway, my PMR result is coming out EXACTLY next week...

of course, I'm scared but I'm all prepared :)

I'm not-that-stress bout' it, but my family keep PRESSURING me (>___<)

I know, okay... It's important. but please, chill -____-

Like everybody else, I'm so worried but like I said, I'm prepared for it.

Insya-Allah, I'll accept everything.

I've done my best, but if it is NOT like I expected, what can I do?

I'll learn from it *tears*

I will never give up.

It's just the beginning right?

haha,

Annyeong :)

I know that you couldn't be mine

2010-12-13T20:36:00.001+08:00

Be happy with her, will you?

Take a good care of her.

Just go with her.

She's the best!

She's worth it!

Annyeong ;)

baby baby baby

2010-12-12T17:55:00.001+08:00

I already gave you ONE more chance! but you just wasted it!
Ergh!

Now listening to After School - Love Love Love ;)

"Say that you always love me"

Gotta go, I'm at my hometown already ;)

Annyeong!

Amyra....

I Don't Know How Long I Can Stand This

2010-12-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Saturday ;)

Well, as we all know, holidays gonna end soon :P

lol, just scratch that ^^

Anyway, 12.12.2010 I'm going back to my hometown Kota Bharu ;)

My grandfather is kinda not in a good condition lately, so he wants us to be back :D

This is life, we get ill, we fall in love, we fight, we enjoy :)

hehe, we cannot predict anything, it just happens.

Plus, nobody's perfect.

We have to accept, people just the way they are ^^

I'm serious here, we couldn't abandon people because they're imperfect.

I'm not perfect and so do you. We should realise that.

Get a life for those who just can't accept the fact of NOBODY'S PERFECT ;)

I'm being patient but my patient also has its limit.

Furthermore, problems and misunderstandings are something that we need to get through. Patient and SINCERITY are 2 simple things that we need to put in our minds, and HEARTS.

Without patient we cannot solve those misunderstandings.

Without sincerity, we could NOT find L.O.V.E

That's all.

currently listening to Taylor Swift - Last Kiss ;)

Amyra :) I Don't Know How Long I Can Stand This

I'm Gonna End It Soon

2010-12-05T17:06:00.002+08:00

Oh dear, I think I'm sick ==

As usual, fever, cold and sore throat.

How am I supposed to START my folio?

Haha, yeah :P I didn't start yet.

No comment.

Still finding my penadol. I misplaced it.

That's me. The Careless Myra.

LOL

Currently listening to Taylor Swift-Last Kiss XD

Amyra :) I'm Gonna END it SOON.

You're NOT mine ANYMORE

2010-12-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

Hey ;)

Yup, can't sleep :P

I'm gonna blogging randomly and being silly for a while XD

1.discovering.

2. believing

3. finding

4. giving.

5. smiling

6. crying.

7. sharing.

8. dreaming.

9. hoping.

10. wishing

11. vanishing.

12. disappearing.

13. forgetting.

14. ANNOYING!

15. SHOPPING :P

haha ;)

I just don't know what else to do ==

fyi, I still didn't even start my 'BM FOLIO' yet ^^

LOL

Amyra ;) Feeling Randomly

Wish You're Here

2010-12-03T20:51:00.001+08:00

Sore throat ==

It's so annoying XD

Hope that I get well soon :P

Happy Weekend people ;)

Amyra :D

December 2010

2010-12-01T00:34:00.003+08:00

December 2010 :)

Taylor Swift - Back To December

Demi Lovato - Remember December

Miley Cyrus - Permanent December

Haha, Happy December people ;)

Good news, I won't delete this bloggie, cause' this is where I let go of my feelings that I kept inside my heart. The place where I feel free? LOL

Anyway, 28 days to go for the PMR results to be announced ==

Maybe that's the reason why I'm having insomnia lately.

Hehe~

My December wishes are :

1. PMR results = 8 A's (Insya-Allah)

2. can this life be less complicated? :P

3. more shoes? hehe~

4. to finish my BM's scrapbook == I didn't start yet :P

5. panjang umur? haha

6. discover my inner sparkle :)

7. to make people around me happier than I am

haha :P

Amyra :) saranghaeyo!

I Can't Recognize You

2010-11-29T18:48:00.003+08:00

Bloggie, I'm sorry but I think I'm gonna delete you soon...

I don't know, but too many things happened lately.

I'll consider it again...

Haha :P

Happy life people... ^^

Missing piece?

2010-11-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

Bloggie, it is exactly 1.20 == I can't sleep.

Too many things in my mind.

Complicating & Confusing :P

Well, that's life.

"Suka dan duka"

kehidupan seseorang memang panjang dan berliku-liku.

We can't hide ourself from doing mistakes.

but we HAVE to realised our MISTAKES! then, we'll learn from it.

Plus, my dad knows that I'm having so many problem, and he suggested that I need to change to another school? ==

Not a VERY good idea dad :P It won't make any different.

Running away from your problem, won't fix anything ==

I know that my dad is trying to help me, any BETTER idea? Hehe~

I just keep disappointed people around me...

Goodnight & Good Morning bloggie :)

Amyra :) heart, be stronger :P

You Make It Harder

2010-11-28T18:31:00.002+08:00

Sorry bloggie :D

I'm very busy handling this life until I forgot bout' you...

I'll update soon, I'm not abandoning you, just missing in action for a while :)

I need to find peace in my heart :)

This life ain't get easier day by day :P

First keep the peace within yourself, then you can also bring peace to others.

Amyra :) am I the only one who have the faith?

WOW

2010-11-22T12:33:00.002+08:00

Goodluck to Khalief for SPMMMM! ;)

I hope that you'll succeed.
I'll always pray for your tremendous success in getting straight A's for SPM.

I know that you can :D

Goodluck ^^

Amyra :D

Forever?

2010-11-21T13:57:00.003+08:00

Busy Sunday :)

I'll update later.

Happy Sunday people.

Amyra :) Forever?

Nothing Much

2010-11-14T23:02:00.007+08:00

13.11.2010 ;)

PSS DINNER!!!

At PJ HILTON!

One word, AWESOME!

Haha ;)

No time to update, kinda sleepy ^^

hehe

Num. 22 ;)

My lucky number!

Yeah. I won the lucky draw that night -.-

Still shocked but satisfied :D

Hanis ;)

Isn't she's GORGEOUS and SMOKING-HOT, right?

Unlike me :P

Chocolate fountain!!!

yum yum yum :)

just being 'perasan' :P

haha,

I'm not so pretty :)

just ORDINARY Amyra....

That's all for now ^^

Will update MORE about my 'adventure' at my hometown :)

Goodnight people!

Amyra :) Just a girl

I Don't Wanna Forget Till The End of My Life

2010-11-12T14:08:00.002+08:00

The partayyyy last night was awesome!

Tears and laughter were everywhere :P

I just can't stop crying until now.

We're gonna be separated next year :'(

but I hope that we can still be together no matter what.

Nothing can break us apart..

3 years with you guys make me stronger :)

To know the Amigas especially YOU, is the best thing!

Because of YOU, I believe in my dreams.

Thank you for EVERYTHING :)

I love you always and forever ;)

Amyra :) still crying!

Be My Prince Charming Forever

2010-11-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

Hey Bloggie ;)

Miss me? Haha

Sorry for not updating you, cause' I'm kinda 'busy' :D

My last weekend was awesome!

1. I bought dress(es) for the dinner and even for the BBQ partayyy!

2. Went to eat Arabian Cuisine at KL ^^ Yum Yum Yum!

3. Family Gathering was wonderful! tears*

Hehe ^^

Suddenly, I'm craving for ice-cream!

Till then ;)

Amyra :) Forever Yours

Always Loves You

2010-11-05T09:00:00.002+08:00

Happy Depavalli guys!

Celebration that filled with colours and love.

Namaste*

Haha :)

Yeay! My mom gonna be back soon. Miss her soo much!

Today gonna be an awesome day. (hope so)

Later on, I'm going to Archanaa's open house.

I really can't wait xD

After that, maybe I'm going out for a while.

I really wanna have some fun and think very positively about EVERYTHING!

Well, this is NOVEMBER. My missions are to :

-have some fun!

-think positively

-yum yum yum all the time

-family and loves one come first

-SHOPPING ;)

haha, that's all for now :D

Till then,

Amyra :) Always with you

Tears Won't Stop Till I See You Again

2010-11-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

Won't be here for a while today :(

I'm heart-broken :'(

Till then,

Amyra :) I just need you

LOL for this

2010-11-04T04:53:00.001+08:00

I just took a quiz about the color of my soul -.-

Yes, mine is blue, the caring soul! LOL

You'll go out of your way to help a stranger, and to do almost anything for a friend despite the personal cost. You need to be loved, appreciated, and accepted by others. You'll reveal your faults so others understand you more. You are easily heartbroken, but not the type to be betrayed. You always get revenge. Red souls either find you annoying, or befriend you. White souls open up to you easily. Yellow souls may disappoint you, valuing fun more than friendship. Other blue souls will care for you.

Haha :)

I Thought You Said FOREVER

2010-11-04T03:17:00.003+08:00

Yes and yes, it's 3.25 a.m and I can't sleep.

Somehow, I'm facing a big problem that other people may face the same too.

but mine is kinda different a bit.

I don't even know why it happened -.-

That's the reason WHY I CAN'T SLEEP!

My conclusion is maybe you still don't get it about what I wrote on my 'last' letter.

Nevermind, maybe it is my fault to make you confused :(

but the bigger problem is now, how can I sleep?

AHHHHH!

I wanna sleep but I can't -.-

Till then,

Amyra :)

Promise Me That You'll Be There

2010-11-03T08:56:00.006+08:00

Jonathan ♥

Hehe :D
Awesome trip but...

Till then,

Amyra :)

Together Forever, shall we?

2010-11-01T15:03:00.002+08:00

Bloggie, November is here :)

It's the month for me to have some fun and always be positive.

I challenge myself not to look back at those 'freaking' past and move on.

I'm very grateful towards what I've right now.

I know that I will lose something, but I'll try not to think about it.

Maybe this month will be the last for me, and I'll try to capture every moments with it.

We'll never know when we gonna say goodbye to this wonderful world, but always be thankful for every second that we have.

I wish that everyday is a fairytale so that, we don't have to face this challenging reality.

till then ;)

Amyra :) Capturing every moment I have with you ♥

Sleep Like Nothing Else is Matter

2010-10-31T22:34:00.002+08:00

Goodnight people.

I'm so tired and broken-hearted :P

Have fun!

Amyra :) Just Another Lie.

2010-10-29T16:10:00.002+08:00

I'm bored -.-
Plus tomorrow I've duty!
I've to go to Sunway University College early in the morning to help for the Form 5's Graduation Ceremony.
It's Saturday! -.-
Being a librarian is like having a hugeeee responsibilities put on your shoulder.
Oh~ Oh~

I'm sleepy :P

Till then,

Amyra :) I believe in my fairytale

Just Another Dream

2010-10-28T21:43:00.002+08:00

Maybe my absence can makes our love grows stronger.
I just really really miss you right now.
I wish you're here with me.
but this is life, I'll just go with the flow ♥

Oh~ Bloggie, sorry for not updating you recently, I was TOO addicted by Facebook -.-
Blame Naqib for this :P
Seriously, playing FB's games are awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Haha xD

Well, I'm not going to school tomorrow because I've some important family matters to do.
Plus, being the eldest sister is a very tough job to take care -.-
BIG responsibilities are given to you :D

Hehe~
Till then Bloggie :)
I'm kinda sleepy already ♥

Amyra :) ♥_♥

I Wanna Go To Dreamland

2010-10-25T14:59:00.002+08:00

Don't know what to write, humm...

1. The trip to Domino's today was AWESOME XD I've made my own PIZZA!!

2. I hate going there with bus, I get DIZZY easily -.-

3. Back to school, ONE word- boring :O We've nothing to do actually

4. I THINK I WANNA resign. I've that feeling that I don't want to be a Librarian anymore. but I'll try to consider it again :D

5. Playing Facebook's games like mad! I just can't stop ;)

6. Received birthday presents from Hanna and Aynaa ^.^

7. Still hoping that this weekend, I can go SHOPPING -.-

That's all for now ♥

Amyra :)

For The Rest of My Life

2010-10-24T07:42:00.003+08:00

*Pink*

Hello~
Yeah, today's the day :)
Girls' outing!
I'm going out to Sunway later with Aynaa and Hanna.
We're gonna have some girls' day ^^

Though my mom just gave me a limited time to hang out, I'll try my best to have some fun.
We're gonna have some shopping and of course Frozen Yogurt!

I'm getting ready :)
Humm... what should I wear? -.-

-Till then,

Amyra :) I'll be loving you always, just YOU.

Our Tears & Laughter Bring Us Together

2010-10-21T20:16:00.003+08:00

Nothing is impossible.

Understand that you may make mistakes, but never let them discourage you.

You are capable of making your brightest dreams to come true.

Give your hopes in everything you got and you'll catch the star that holds your DESTINY.

Accept the fact that not everyone gonna approve your choices.

Have faith in yourself.

Catch the star that twinkles in your heart as it will lead you to your destiny's path.

Till then,

Amyra :) I Love You

I Can't Breathe When I See You

2010-10-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

2 Words, I Love You.
It supposed to be 3 words but U & I are counted as ONE.

Oh boy, I love you and I miss you so much.
All I need right now is YOU by side.

You're EVERYTHING to me though we're always argue with each other!
Forgive me, for all the mistakes I did to you.
I just don't wanna make you cry because of my stubbornness.
I'M SORRY.

-Till then :(

Amyra :) I'm not perfect without you...

I Hope It's Just A Dream

2010-10-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

*hotttt*

Well bloggie, as I expected today wasn't like it supposed to be.
Because of my stupid stupid stupid self, I crushed my own smile.

I was about to cry just now at school, but I forced myself not to cry.
It shows my weakness towards handling this complicated life.

In my thoughts, If I'm gone, maybe this world gonna be less complicated.
Somehow, in my deep heart, I wonder if I ever belong here?

Oh~
Why life? Why? You're so complicated :/

I've failed managing my life.
I wanna give up.

-Till then,

Amyra :)

A Dreamer Lives For Eternity

2010-10-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

sometimes the path we take are long & hard,
but always remember those are the ones that will
lead to the most tremendous success :)

-Amyra :) Discover Your Inner Sparkle

Saving All My Love For You

2010-10-16T10:16:00.003+08:00

Oh Monday :) Suddenly I want you to come faster.
I've nothing to do this weekend.
I have to wait until next week to have some fun ;)
I rather be at school with my girls and helping teachers. Haha.

I'm feeling much much better after taking a loooong rest.

Watching Star King & My Girlfriend is Gumiho are the only reason that I survived in this boredom :D

Somehow, Somewhere I keep wishing upon the star , finding the right choice to decide :)
Oh, miracles...

-Until We Meet Again

Nik Amyrah Syarinie ;)

I Miss You

2010-10-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

I'm still searching for movies to watch online :)
and I still don't have any ideas to watch which movies!

Anyways, suddenly I'm craving for frozen Yogurt & COKE!
but because I'm sick, I can't get any of those! :P
Keep on dreaming,myra*

Plus, I'm obsessed playing Facebook's games :D
Thankyou FarmVille & Baking Life for making my day more funnnn ^^

haha
Wow! Time flies!

Gotta sleep now so I can get well soon!

-Till then.

Amyra :)

Another Cinderella Story.

2010-10-15T17:10:00.003+08:00

I just an ordinary GIRL who always wanted to be happy.
In my whole life, I never wanted to be married with a rich guy so that my future is guaranteed.
I just wanted to be with the man that I love, I don't care whether he's rich or famous and so on.
The most important is, HIS heart :)
Sincere. That's all.

I'm not a Material girl.
I'm just an ordinary girl who wanted to live this life with everlasting happiness.

Rich or poor is all up to yourself.

I believe in fairytale, miracles and of course my DREAMS.

This life is unpredictable, but you just have to believe in yourself :)

Till then,

Amyra :)

Time Changes Everything Including You & I

2010-10-15T10:16:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggie :)
Yes, I have changed your skin into simpler looks.
haha, I loveeee it ^^

Anyways, I didn't sleep last night because of the pain...
I'm verry tired to take care of my very-weak-weak-weak-self :(
I always get sick without any reason.
Somehow, I feel like I'm gonna die because of this period pain.
It so painful...that no words can describe how I feel right now.

Just pray for my better health so I can enjoy this wonderful life Allah give to me :D

To Aynaa, Hanna, Hariz Oppa, Kaka & Ariff, I'm sorry that I couldn't help you guys today.
Good luck okay especially to Oppa ^^

-Till we meet again

Amyra :) disliking the pain

To Love Maths is To Do Maths

2010-10-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggie :)
Guess what? I had an awesome day with Wee Sheng, Aynaa & Hanna, today at school.
Yeah, we were at school coz Pn. Choo need some help organizing the Maths Room :D
We also experienced many stuffs like meeting Indonesians' students and teachers.
They're very warm-hearted. Taking pictures with them are very memorable and I also talked Indonesian-style to explain the Maths Games as they asked me how to play it ;) haha, awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^

Somehow, this freedom moments aren't working out for for me.
I still didn't do anything yet from my after-PMR list :(
I wish that NEXT WEEK would be a better start of freedom moments ;)
Plus, I also promised Wee Sheng to have a chance to bully him :P
Haha, wait for my revenge Wee Sheng ^^

-Till then.

Amyra :) hwaiting!

Shopping is my life

2010-10-13T22:09:00.002+08:00

Bloggie, I miss you :D

and I also miss shopping...
All I think is just SHOPPING!

I can go crazy if I don't shop! I don't care whether it's just a window-shopping!
but I'm desperately want to shop :)

I only can shop after my lil sis finished her end-year exam :(
Waiting for that moment is so torturing...

Haha, but still I have to enjoy my freedom moments ;)

-Till then,

Amyra :) Have fun people

Taste the Freedom

2010-10-12T07:18:00.002+08:00

PMR is officially OVER :D
and now I'm busy with my Facebook :)
As I promise last year, I'll create my OWN Facebook account after PMR ...
Hehe, awesome! I have my own Fb account and no more hacking my sis account ^^

Till then,
I gotta go and prepare myself for school ;)

Amyra :) freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!